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people, i wont be posting for quite some time.
probably until after my final exams for year 1
(unless i really really want to.)
sorry, i've lost all my mood.


many things have been going on these days;
i need more time to get hold of myself and concentrate.


baby, i love you.
im here anytime you need me, always.

Labels: ):

this is me with my boring life again.
i havent been blogging;
cos im either too busy or too bored to do so.


my final exams are nearing, and i should get down to studies
but where's my motivation ?
guess i've to create one myself, on my own.
please let me pass every modules with no D.
i dont like that alphabet.
and please let me at least keep my 3.1 or push it up further (:


had d-day post celebration dinner with ba_comm @ essential brews.
(samanthathen, derek, danielle, shawn, arthur, weixuan, melvin, chuhao, dingren, weijian, clement, thinesh, marvin, matthew, nadia, chunhui, kweegek, choy, ruby, ernie, ben, salny, huiying, samanthaheng, shirley, david, yifang) - i may have left out a couple
it was crazily fun.
though we have small groups in the middle of their own crazy stuffs
we still have fun as a whole :D
we have the daidee corner, the kind of weird magic corner, the video entertaining people, the jokes section and other random stuffs in the middle of nowhere;
such as the number from this handsome waiter *grinnnn*

you wouldnt understand a thing, if you hadnt been there.
awwww, too bad.


i think i will coop myself up at home for the next couple of weeks;
so im sorry if im gonna neglect anyone of you.
you can always find me online though.
please bear with me, we'll have lots of fun as soon as exam period is over :DD


love me all over, again

Labels: ):, bacomm, exams

today is the big day for all the O level students :DD

went back to beatty with shunli and leonardi;
since my classes ended at 1 (:
met harris and guanyu outside the school
(waiting for the results for jerrold, guankai and eliseus)
and WE CANT ENTER.

beatty has super freaking big issue.
why can the ex-beattyians in uniform (regardless of jc or ite) enter?
and why not the poly students ?
LOSERS.

anyway we went to toa payoh central to meet nicholas and zean
subway for some, and then pizza hut for the others :DDD
HAHAHA.

congratulations to all that have did well;
and dont be disappointed to those who didnt.
this is just a new beginning (((:

first choice - ngee ann polytechnic
woohoo, i havent ever regretted my choice.

Labels: (:, beattyclique

some people just dont understand the meaning of being RESPONSIBLE.
can you just get this straight before coming to school ?
poly is NOT your life, so stay away from mine too.

get out of my life, lah.

Labels: pissed, school

it's gonna be monday in less than half an hour (:
yes, counting down to friday.
free from projects !
one project completed, another left;
and several presentations :/
monday, tuesday, thursday and friday - OH MY GOD.

"stress, stress, stress. so much stress !" - quoted from drama day act 3

it'll be chinese new year soon,
then valentine's day,
then FINAL EXAMINATIONS !
*screeeeeams*
im so not ready, *fingers crossed*

Labels: exams, stress

had been busy busy busy.
im counting down to the end of all my dreadful projects !
it'll all be, by next friday :DD
but in the meantime, i'll be super busy.
ugh !


THURSDAY
open house day 1
screwed freaking day;
sacrificed meeting with cheeping as he came for open house;
and yet didnt get a glimpse of bacomm's performances.
"thanks" people, you know who you are.
dont turn me nasty, yes.


FRIDAY
open house day 2
FINALLY watched the bacomm's performances
(denise, sandra, mathiaus, nadia, xinying and desmond)
then accompanied dingren to rehearse his song;
had late dinner near my place (((:


SATURDAY
final open house day
was in school to support my boyfriend's performance, and of course bacomm (:
we reached early so we TRIED to pretend to be secondary school kids;
why didnt anyone offer us donuts ?
sheeeeesh.
im so proud of my boy :DDD
he sang well ! *cheers*

headed to uber crowded bugis for shopping and early dinner.
IT'S SUPER DUPER CROWDED.
then headed to vivocity for even more shopping, haha.
silly boy was chirping away, happy about what he bought;
LOL.

Labels: bacomm, love, outing, stress

had maec test today, i think i could pass it (:
*fingers crossed*
still rather hopeful about it.


i am under lots and lots and lots of stress !
and i almost broke down just now.
groupmates reminding me again and again about our dumb projects;
also adding even more tasks to it.
oh my god, kill me if you can :/

thanks to my boyfriend, david and weixuan for hearing me out (:
the care and concern from jerrold, donal, guankai and shunli.
i love you guys to bits.

depression is getting better, yes.
there's many things that lead to depression;
and it might not definitely be relationship.
so yes people, stop guessing;
my boyfriend was not the cause, he was my pillar - my support <3

posts might seem like it was.
but when you're depressed;
everything seem just so wrong,
and everything in the world seem to break you down.
you're absolutely brittle at that moment :/

you bring me sunshine (:

Labels: depression, love, school, stress

congratulations to all the winners;
and well done to all that was part of this ba_comm event.
(this includes the audience as well *big grinnnn*)

i want to name everyone that is a part of this - the team that made d-day possible !
cos one fine day when i look back at my old posts;
i wanna remember everyone involved (:

ACT 1 - derek, suhartono, dingren, thinesh, kweegek (act1 i/c)
ACT 2 - weixuan (director), jiaw, jeff, nadia (queen), choy (o/i/c)
ACT 3 - weijian, ernie, salny, shirley, huiying (scriptwriter), melvin (director)

LIGHTS & SOUNDS - chunhui (o/i/c), chuhao, suern, samantha, me
BACKSTAGE CREW - kongaik, qingfu
HOSTS - shakti, kelly
EVENTS - huiying, rachel

THE REST IN EXCO - clement(act3 i/c), ben(act2 i/c), arthur, samantha


I LOVE BA_COMM <3

Labels: bacomm

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today's not a good day :/
you can say it sucked.


a woman with the name, chew-kong yeong choy;
screwed up the start of my day.
yes, my freaking IAC tutor !
im so sorry i didnt get into your good books,
but i dont give a shite to do so.
and i thought the wicked ugly old witch only exist in fairytales;
who knows i would get to see it in my face.
how horrible !


i have been doing stuffs for nothing.
yes, that includes my IAC assignment, screw that pain in the ass.
of course, there's still d-day matters.
i think you people could have jolly well inform me;
you could even text me if you're not in front of your computer.
and when did i got inform?
after i approach some of you, on my own.


people STILL take things for granted;
and im the last person on earth you should do that to.
i dont want to reveal my attitude, unless you force me to !


I DONT OWE ANYONE NUTS.
GET THIS STRAIGHT !

Labels: bacomm, pissed, school

i left school after 11pm
and reached home at 12mn !
cos i went for my super duper late dinner - my one and only meal for the day :/
i have been busy since 9am when i reached school.

projects are kind of screwed, and i've got so much to do.
saturday shall be the big day so im left with sunday for my revisions !
(and i have two tests on monday, screw whoever.)
my to do list and red markings on calendar are INCREASING.
give me a B-R-E-A-K.

d-day shall be super successful;
after all the hardwork we've put in.
this is one thing i'll not screw up (:

Labels: bacomm, stress, tired

i've been super busy today.
depression is probably not gonna get in my way;
since im so preoccupied.
moreover, i do have nice people around me (:



my thank-you list starts here <3

my dearest boyfriend, for trying to do all you can to chase the depression demon away.
no matter how bad i could have make you feel when im half not myself (:
i love you !

jerrold, who becomes exceptionally nice !
thanks for dropping a message in the wee hours when i forgot to do so;
when im suppose to talk to you anytime i feel emo.
thanks polar milosaur.

david, who touched me by saying "always got time for friend", even when you're busy too.
and making me watch this movie, just to get me back to positive (:

weixuan, who tries to talk to me when you're free.
yes, my nehneh anti-depressant (:
dont emo with me, lah.

ernie, whom i dont know if he's entertaining me for the sake to get me better.
but thanks for all the crapping;
it gets me slightly away from the emo path (:

weijian, popping up out of nowhere.
haha (:
you shall entertain me with msn games, soon.

eliseus and shunli, trying to get rid of my depression with those silly jokes.
thanks turtur and ass (:
i need a lunch or dinner date with you people !


heh, notice the trend? - all guys.
where's my girls?
thanks for making me feel better.
depression cannot be that bad after all (((:

Labels: (:, depression

i hate this feeling.


but just as im feeling all bad about it;
someone out there CAN make me better.


do not doubt what you can do, EVER.
just simple words from you,
and immediately i feel better (:


you make me smile, again.
my super sunshine <3

Labels: love

i am super tired today :/
*yawns*
it's crazy insane project week;
and i have many many things piling up.

reached home at about 11pm last night;
i have been in school from 9am-10pm !
HELPPPPP.

my calendar has the entire week in red;
meaning, i have scheduled many things filling up the whole week :X
and i have 8 things on my to-do list !
how i wish i could mark them as done like right away,
i need to be a superheroine now.

i need to de-stress;
but i dont even have time to do so.
im missing out on my social life and entertainment !
once i reach home, it's either projects and assignments or BEDTIME.

boo ):

Labels: ):, school, stress

im in a sleepy mode today.
i can simply just dose off anytime anywhere :/
so so so PIGGIFIED.

anyway, my point today is D-DAY !
it's an drama event put up by the ba_comm members, and you're invited (:
we'll all be glad for you to be part of this.



do contact me if you're interested (:
the tickets are FREE.
for more enquiries, check out our BA_COMM'S BLOG (:

Labels: bacomm, sleep

it's a stay-home day;
and im hopefully better.
definitely yes, as compared to yesterday.


ba_commers, sorry if i scared you people.
i'll be fine (:
let's work hard for d-day !


readers, interested to watch the drama put up by our very own ba_comm people
do tell me, all right ? (:
everyone's invited.

Labels: (:, bacomm

What is Chronic Depression ?

Dysthymia, sometimes referred to as chronic depression, is a less severe form of depression but the depression symptoms linger for a long period of time, perhaps years. Those who suffer from dysthymia are usually able to function adequately, but seem consistently unhappy.

Depression is a strong feeling of sadness. Many people experience depression in response to a loss or sad event. In these cases, an episode of depression usually lasts for six to nine months. However, when depression lasts longer, and the depressive symptoms go away for a short time only to return again, it is termed chronic depression. While everyone experiences sadness at one time or another, these feelings are generally temporary. Chronic depression is long-lasting, interferes with daily activities, and causes a loss of interest in things that were normally pleasurable to the patient.


What causes Chronic Depression ?

While depression is frequently a response to a sad or traumatic event, the cause of chronic depression is often not known. Chronic depression can occur when stresses in a person's environment become overwhelming, such as years of childhood abuse and neglect. It can also be caused by chronic illness, such as AIDS, Parkinson's disease, chronic fatigue syndrome, certain chronic cardiac conditions, and hormonal disorders.


Symptons of Chronic Depression:

Persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood
Loss of appetite and/or weight loss, or conversely overeating and weight gain
Insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping
Restlessness or irritability
Feelings of worthlessness, inappropriate guilt, helplessness
Feelings of hopelessness, pessimism
Difficulty thinking, concentrating, remembering, or making decisions
Thoughts of death or suicide or attempts at suicide
Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed
Decreased energy, fatigue, feeling "slowed down" or sluggish
Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and chronic pain


parts underlined are obviously the things i have gone through;
pretty much right ?
no worries, i'll get better on my own (:
it's not serious anyway, not yet.
therefore, im not suicidal.
but i feel like a walking zombie right now......

Labels: knowledge (:

tonight is exceptionally cold and quiet :/

i pushed myself to do the projects and assignments;
so that i dont have time to think about other stuffs.
otherwise, it'll probably be too tormenting.

nights always pass by so slowly at my side;
and i'll just wait,
wait till i finally get myself tired enough to disappear temporarily from this world.

why am i like this ?
ask yourself.

choose one:
are we friends ? yes / no
are you good one ? yes / no
when was the last time we spoken ? yes / no
and was it all just nonsense ? yes / no
do you really believe i was happy ? yes / no

so now do you understand why im like that ?
if you're still lost;
goodbye (:

Labels: ):

i was down.
but still, i have things to be done.

so i was at a search engine, searching for something of course.
but unknowingly, my fingers typed "pain" and clicked enter.
that was when i know what i actually felt.

Labels: random

all i want is you with me;
(you dont like virtual, but you hang onto it)
but it's always tougher than it seems;
so near yet so far.


all i want is a good night sleep;
(you wouldnt even call me)
away from all these troubles;
but i need to get by this myself.


all i want is you to smile and tell me "everything will be all right";
(you wouldnt console)
even though i appear strong;
nevertheless, im still just a girl.


and is "i'll be there" really being there ?


tears, this is not the right time to flow, so stop.

Labels: ):

i feel horrible.
yes.

blaw was much worse than i thought;
good luck to maec and poa.

that's all.

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and i just woke up, haha.
yes i was out the whole night and came back for bed only at 8am.
slept from 8-5 to cover the sleep for two days
cos i merely slept for 3 hours the day before :/
and i havent eaten for the entire day !


was out in the night to meet my boyfriend (((:
went to raffles place to catch a glimpse of the fireworks
didnt really see it cos was blocked by this building;
but i know it was dead beautiful from the reflections on the other.
walked our way from bishan mrt to the prata house at thomson
since there's no bus in that area and we had so much time :DD


since it's the new year i decided to change my background again;
and i love it, pfft.


now i've got tutorials and projects to do;
as the break is overrrrr.
DREAD IT !
nevermind, i can make it.
yes, i think ?

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